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‘Lucky to be alive,’ Brodkorb campaigns against drunken driving

MinnPost photo by Sarah T. Williams
Michael Brodkorb in his home office in Eagan, admiring the drawings his twin daughters did for him last year to aid in his recovery from accident injuries, including brain trauma.

Michael Brodkorb’s office walls once boasted a gallery of political fame — photos of Brodkorb with a former president, Brodkorb with a senator, Brodkorb with a governor. They’re gone now, filed away somewhere, and have been replaced by two simple drawings his twin daughters did while their dad was in the hospital last year: one of a mathematics table, and the other of stenciled letters of the alphabet.

“These two pictures — they mean the world to me,” said the former GOP firestarter, whose alcohol-related, single-car accident in January 2013 left him so badly injured that he had to relearn things — “a lot of things,” including the colors of the rainbow.

The accident capped a chain-reaction series of personal and political disasters that marked the former Minnesota Republican Party leader and Senate communications director’s fall from political grace, starting with revelations of an affair with his boss, Senate Majority Leader Amy Koch.

He’s picking up the pieces, still healing from his wounds, working from home, attending political science classes at the University of Minnesota, and blogging (in studiously measured tones) at and for the Star Tribune. But the greater purpose in his life right now he says is as a volunteer speaker for Minnesotans for Safe Driving, an organization founded by Jon Cummings, whose son Phillip was killed by a drunken driver in 1994.

“I used to travel the state on behalf of candidates, throwing partisan bombs and talking about why this person was good and this person was bad,” Brodkorb said in an interview Thursday. “And now I travel and speak to groups about how lucky I feel to be alive.”

He lives in Eagan with his wife, Sarah, and three young children, toward whom he expresses nothing but gratitude. He spoke to MinnPost about the social anxiety that fueled the fateful night of drinking, his “rewired” relationship with politics, and his ongoing healing process. What follows are excerpts from the interview.

MinnPost: What do you remember about the night of the accident?

Michael Brodkorb: Since the media focus and since I left the Senate, it’s been very difficult for me to feel comfortable going out in public. I went from feeling comfortable speaking in front of thousands and thousands of people to feeling not comfortable going outside my house. I had some issues with anxiety going out there and just interacting with the public and being seen in public.

Because the public was not kind. … I remember going to a movie by myself, and leaving the movie theater and just getting reamed out by someone. Someone threw the head of an animal into the front yard of my house. I had a lot of tough experiences … [there was] a lot of finger-pointing, a lot of people coming up and confronting me. So it was not, a lot of times, a very safe environment.

I know that I bear a great responsibility for that. This isn’t a situation where I don’t bear responsibility. But it’s just the truth of the matter. And the truth of the matter is that it was difficult for me to socially interact with people.

That particular week, I knew there was going to be another round of media stories that were going to come out about my case. I was out in public, and I was drinking [at Moose Country in Mendota Heights]. I had never had a problem with alcohol before. In growing up, no one in my family had any problems with alcohol. My parents were not drinkers, and I was never someone who had a lot of alcohol. But there’s no question that during the time when I began going through this legal issue, I had problems with anxiety. And alcohol was a way I could take the edge off.

I was out in public, meeting and talking with people. And I drank too much. I should not have been drinking. My blood-alcohol level was .10. So a combination of alcohol and poor decisions led to me waking up 15 hours later in a hospital in St. Paul with a breathing tube down my throat and my entire family around me.

They relayed to me that I had been in an accident related to alcohol. And I remember asking if I had hurt anyone. And they said, no, it was just me. There was a tremendous sense of relief.

MP: What was your condition when you regained consciousness? And what has the recovery been like?

MB: I suffered a traumatic brain injury. I separated my shoulder. I had severe trauma to my right leg. I can walk [with a brace], but I suffered nerve damage to the front of my leg, and so I don’t feel my full leg when I step down. Physically, it’s been a struggle. But I’m doing a lot better than I was a year ago.

I spent the next few months in recovery. I had to learn to do things all over again — a lot of things all over again. There are portions of 2013 that are just gone [from my memory] and will always be gone.

The accident was more physically damaging to me than most people are aware. Without a doubt, I’m lucky to be alive. Statistically, I should be dead: I wasn’t wearing my seat belt. I hit the bridge wall [on I-35E], bounced off and hit the other side of the median. … In the weeks and months after my accident, I became very aware of how lucky I was to be alive.

I was charged and I pled guilty to fourth-degree DWI and not wearing my seat belt. I was sentenced to go to an alcohol assessment, my license was suspended, and I was required to attend a Victim Impact Panel.

After the assessment, I was not required to go to treatment. But I did go to the Victim Impact Panel, and that’s where I met Jon Cummings. I was just floored by the experience. I was surprised by the number of people in the room, a crowd of 50-60 people [from] every socioeconomic class in Minnesota. The vast majority were required to be there.

Jon spoke, and told the story of his son. It was very, very difficult to listen to. It was the culmination of the entire experience: waking up in the hospital, feeling lucky to be alive, relieved that I hadn’t killed or hurt anyone; having the ability to walk and function after the trauma I had suffered; and then coming to a meeting like that, and seeing people whose lives had been just so damaged by drinking and driving.

If Jon and his group were willing to have me, I just felt that I had a responsibility to talk about this. I first spoke on this issue in April of last year, and have spoken ever since once a month on average to groups through Minnesotans for Safe Driving.

MP: What are some of your key messages to audiences?

MB: I tell them that I’m not required to be there, that I’m a volunteer. And I let them know that I’m not there to preach or lecture them in any way. I talk about how lucky I feel every day to be alive. … I talk about the opportunity that’s in front of them to be advocates and to be open about what they’ve experienced.

I tell them that everyone in the room has someone who would miss them if they were gone. And everyone has a sphere of influence, someone who listens to them, someone they have an opportunity to touch by talking about their story. I encourage them to be comfortable talking to people about what happened to them and to use whatever tools they have … social media, whatever … to talk about the dangers of drinking and driving and what everyone can do to make the roads safer.

MP: You’ve had some pretty strong words about Michelle MacDonald, the GOP-endorsed candidate for state Supreme Court who is facing trial in September on charges of drunken driving, refusing sobriety tests and resisting arrest. Have you spoken with her?

MB: I have spoken with her about her case, and I am going to write more about it. It’s difficult for me to write about the DWI aspect because of feelings I have about matters related to drinking and driving. …

I understand the party process, so I understand … how someone like Ms. MacDonald, who has had run-ins with law enforcement in court proceedings (what some would call “legal disobedience”), can be seen as an appealing asset by those who feel they have been wronged by the system.

I don’t feel that the system has wronged me. I went back to the hospital and thanked the medical staff who helped me that night [of the accident]. I called the ambulance staff and thanked them for what they did that night. I called the State Patrol officer who was listed on the report and thanked him for what he did. … He explained to me how grave it was when he arrived. Law enforcement helped save my life that night.

I don’t think that what happened to [MacDonald] when she was stopped is any kind of asset in a campaign ad. … But the decision on that will be up to the voters of the state. I communicated to her that I felt that what she did on the side of the road that night could give people a blueprint on how to circumvent what is current law in the state on drinking and driving. And that could lead to folks who shouldn’t be behind the wheel getting out of tickets when they should be lawfully ticketed for drinking and driving.

MP: There are some who, because of the “partisan bombs” to which you referred, might not have an empathic response to you or your situation. Do you find that you have changed your thinking about the nature of partisan politics or that you view politics any differently?

MB: I still enjoy politics. But now … I like viewing it from the bleachers and not being on the field of play. I like to talk to people about politics, but I like to talk about [both] Democrats and Republicans.

I recently was invited to speak at an event called Drinking Liberally [a social group of self-identified liberals]. One of the conditions I gave in accepting the invitation was to be able to talk about drinking and driving. And they were gracious and very kind. Would I have gone and spoke before [the accident]? No, I would not have gone.

In terms of the partisan, combative piece of [politics], I was hard-wired to be that way. And I’m just not anymore. I’d like to seek out opportunities where two sides can come together and do things. If I were to get involved in politics again, it would be candidate-specific and not necessarily party driven — towards a particular individual, somebody I felt was worth supporting. Who knows if that candidate will ever come along.

Where I struggle today in terms of politics is trying to find a way to be thoughtful in an arena that is sometimes not very thoughtful. There are good people on both sides of the aisle.

If there’s anything I can ever do to help advance the cause of Jon and his group, I would like to do that. Jon has been a very important teacher to me in the last year. He taught me about grace, forgiveness, perseverance and dedication. And he’s taught me how to be a better person. I’m sad about the experiences that brought us together. … But I’m so thankful for meeting Jon. This has been a life-changing experience for me.

Comments (9)

  1. Submitted by James Miller on 06/20/2014 - 10:47 am.

    From the Lee Atwater School of Redemption

    Nice to see that he’s now understanding what’s really important in life, and in politics. I hope it sticks. He’s a bright guy who could do a lot of good by working for causes that really help people.

  2. Submitted by Rod Loper on 06/20/2014 - 11:54 am.

    Good article

    Always nice to get the back story. Best of luck to him.

  3. Submitted by Mark Ritchie on 06/20/2014 - 01:04 pm.

    Thank you Minn Post and Michael

    Thank you Minn Post for this personally meaningful piece – and thank you to Michael for speaking up and speaking out with in such a powerful way.

  4. Submitted by Elaine Frankowski on 06/20/2014 - 01:49 pm.

    personal experience fosters conversion

    It’s fascinating how a personal experience can change a person’s thinking about issues, in this case driving drunk and what’s important in life. Michael B. can do a lot of good applying his political skills to saving lives by —
    speaking out personally;
    advising MADD, SADD, and the myriad other don’t-drink/do drugs/text-while-operating-a car/light rail/airplane/train groups;
    and, obviously, being the designated driver every time he’s out in company.

    He can live an important life where family, community and even his own psyche are the important things in his life.

    Too bad that all those males [not necessarily M. Brodkorp] who oppose abortion under any circumstances can’t have the experience of needing an abortion to save their lives or the lives of their wife/daughter/mother. We’d see a few more sincere conversions.

  5. Submitted by Richard O'Neil on 06/20/2014 - 04:35 pm.

    Good for you, Michael!

    You have an inspiring story and I have great respect for your willingness to share. I don’t recall who said this but I think it’s relevant: “The best is yet to come.”

  6. Submitted by Henk Tobias on 06/20/2014 - 09:13 pm.

    Why is it…

    That Conservatives only get compassion when their lives are directly impacted by something? Time and time again we see it. Count me impressed when his focus moves passed this very narrow issue and moves on to things not directly related. Maybe he can work on the issues like poverty and alcoholism? Maybe he can work to have his pals in government to fund treatment for minor drug offenders rather than sending them to prison? I won’t hold my breath, but hey, stranger things have happened.

    • Submitted by Herbert Davis on 06/22/2014 - 08:21 am.

      Why is it… b.

      I hope he reads your comment and focuses on getting funding for the poor who have less intellect and resources than he does. No matter why or how Conservatives wake up it is welcome if they help the cause of their fellow humans. Good luck to Mr. Brodkorb.

  7. Submitted by Jean Schiebel on 06/22/2014 - 10:36 am.

    Good Luck with your future

    This experience has probably made you a more understanding and empathetic person.
    I hope you continue to heal and become the person your family can be proud of.
    Wishing you peace.

  8. Submitted by Paul Udstrand on 06/22/2014 - 10:37 am.

    Not to pile it on but…

    I wish Mr. Brodkrob all the best and a speedy recovery, but has he tried to imagine what this would have been like if he hadn’t had heath care coverage? Can he imagine losing his house and declaring bankruptcy in ADDITION to his recovery? Like Mr. Tobias said, why is it nothing is “real” to these guys until something happens to them directly? Can you imagine what it would be like if these guys ever had to have an abortion? On the other hand who knows? Maybe Brodkorb IS on the verge of bankruptcy and homelessness because of his medical bills. Will he then become a champion of Obamacare?

    I don’t know, we talk about drunk driving and recovery all the time in this society, to me this is a health care story, and guys like Brodkorb spent a career trying to prevent millions of people from getting access to affordable health care. I would have like to have seen that explored a little in the interview. We have people who get hit and injured by drunk drivers and THEN are wiped out financially because of the health care expenses, and that’s even when they have “good” insurance. Since State and National republicans are devoted to repealing or otherwise blocking Obamacare I think it would have an interesting question.

    I think its fair to raise the question because the guy’s a political animal and he spent years of his life politicizing issues.

    Again though, I wish him well and a speedy recovery.

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